Today I found myself walking in the rain on the edge of Crotona Park and something in the air was so dark and also so beautiful.

The look of the park was not sad heavy or depressing but also not too happy either, it was filled with a calm and subtle beauty.

Damp grass
Dancing trees as raindrops hit the leaves
Glistening rocks

It reminded me of my ancestors, and it reminded me of death, but in the best of ways

A weeping rain
A natural
Predictable weeping
That is also growing
That is also cleansing

A calm and subtle beauty
Bundled with memories and energies

today’s affirmation: I know that only bodies die, spirits do not